Some days I just get so angry at the world for being born trans. Why did I have to inherit a body that was set to hard mode? Why couldn’t I have just been a cis woman with a brain that matched my genitals from birth? I hate that I have to have all these surgeries just to fix something that I didn’t ask to be born with. Being Bisexual feels like something I can be proud of but right now being Trans just feels like I got the short end of the stick.
Sorry for the rant. I’m feeling very emotional today. Earlier I had a good long cry for no discernible reason. And now I’m so angry that if I wasn’t in a city I would go scream at the sky. I guess it’s the after effects of the anesthesia or meds or something.